lately i feel like i'm ready to start living like an adult. no more being at home and still mooching off my parents. just on my own. and i feel it's just because the closer it get to May 5th the closer i am to my degree. i want to make a living outside of where i live and where i work. i want ti make something out of life and out of who i am. but i just don't know if i can. so my doubts make me wonder if i can even afford to live on my own w/out needing mommy and daddy's help. or if i'm even ready to do it. but i know i don't want to be 28 and still living at home. i guess i have alot to think about. but i'm not so sure i'm want to. i know what i want outta life but right now it seems unobtainable. is this how life is and always will be? it just seems so hard to do things when life is so easy but in actuality its meant to be hard. i just don't get it, do you?
or maybe i'm just not ready to live on my own.i really don't know. i feel like my life is an episode of lost without having other people on the island with me. or maybe it's a dumb soap opera. who knows?